The Story of My Limitations and Dreams

I didn’t just go through this year with all its ups and downs—I lived it. There were days when I smiled, for no reason and from deep within my heart, and nights when my tears flowed silently. Sometimes I let go to become lighter, sometimes I accepted failure to rebuild myself from the beginning. Sometimes I kept going despite all exhaustion, sometimes I forgot to calm myself, sometimes I forgave to be free, and sometimes I ignored things to protect myself. This year was a year of experiencing everything with my whole being.

In this year, without complaint or exaggeration, I reached higher places—not externally, but within myself. I saw truths more clearly, stood stronger than before, and became one step firmer. I got to know the people around me better; I understood the difference between a friend, an acquaintance, a teacher, and a mentor not just in words, but through their actions and behavior.

This year was not easy for me at all. I was accepted into university, not in one place but in two places; however, I did not get the chance to go. I traveled and saw the world. I stayed awake at night and fought during the day on my computer for a future that I am still building. I reduced and limited my circle of connections because I realized not everyone deserves a place in my life’s journey.

Year 1404, you will forever remain in my heart—as the year that shaped me, the year that made me discover myself, the year that turned me into a warrior princess…